Choices Part 2: Dreams and Nightmares

by LatexLiterature (ao3)

Choices: Dreams and Nightmares

The one who went downstairs and waved at me was Sumiko, the only daughter of miss Takayama. She was absolutely astonishing and adorable. The cute straight bangs, long straight black hair and hazel eyes. At some point it looked like if she was the younger clone of Takumi, the happy and intelligent girl full of ambition. Today she was wearing a red t-shirt with some kanji, and a pair of leggings.

‘’Looks like you are very comfortable in my t-shirt and pants.’’ Said the girl in a cute teasing tone. To this I blushed, as I did not even know this belonged to the girl in front of me. Takumi then looked at her daughter with the most adorable pout. ‘’Don’t be like that, I just didn’t know what to give him.’’

Both then looked at each other once again. Sumiko shrugged her shoulders and sat right next to me. ‘’We don’t see each other that often. Why don’t you visit us even more? The winter Olympics will come quite soon, and knowing you got the first place during the Fall period, you will also show great results on Winter.’’ The girl was really passionate about this, maybe because she also really wanted to be the part of the Olympics and spend more time with me… or maybe I did not really matter that much to her.

One way or another, miss Takayama would definitely just take me and… ‘’Zephyr, there is no way you are not attending this Olympics. It’s the last year and you have to show what you can do. If you don’t come with us, I will place a collar on your neck and will walk you to the place all by myself.’’ Hearing something like this from her after seeing a dream I had I blushed and couldn’t really say anything in response. Of course, this was just a little joke, but the nightmare I had just bunched everything into a yet another fetishistic fantasy and it felt like I was daydreaming about collars and leashes at this point.

The soup was ready and we now all had the opportunity to eat together. The process was quite interesting. The mother and her daughter put their hands together, said ‘’Itadakimasu’’, perhaps continuing their tradition and only then proceeded to eat. Not being the exact part of the process, I felt like I also needed to say this and do the same. Somehow, when there was complete silence, the food was eaten faster. Maybe it was like that when the mouth wouldn’t be more focused on talking and discussing during dinner.

Along with the soup there was green tea, in small little round cups. Everything was very idyllic, filling the day with tranquility, rather than anything else. It just felt like a proper way to be with each other. The dinner came to an end and I wanted to help Takumi and Sumiko with the dishes.

Sumiko was the first one to start talking. ‘’Have you decided on the subjects you will pass on the final exams?’’ And yet again, all the conversations were about the education. The only one not interested in all of this was perhaps Takumi, who then interrupted us both. ‘’You know, this period doesn’t really matter much. It is one of the most stressful in your lives, but it’s not worth it to be honest. Enjoy it while you still can. Judging by how good you are both with your grades, you will pass your exams with flying colors. You really shouldn’t be too stressed out about all of this.’’ The words seemed like something the parents would usually say to create a better feeling for their children, but the words really felt very honest.

At some point I felt that everything wasn’t really as bad as I was making it look like. Sure, the tests do mean a lot, but they are not the end of the world and failing them doesn’t mean much. And I didn’t feel like having heart problems after worrying so much about the little nuisance. Sumiko then grabbed my arm and went to her room. Takumi wasn’t really against it and was perhaps in favor of this happening.

While cleaning a large pot, I saw my face in it. I cleaned it to such perfection, that on the glistening surface of metal I could see the reflection of my fair skin, short black hair and brown eyes. If the dishes were to be clean, they had to be squeaky clean.

My mind was still absolutely overwhelmed by the nightmare I had. I would still be more likely to just call it some very fetishistic wet dream, yet I truly didn’t know what it was. The picture froze in front of my eyes and everything was just so realistic, that I did not even know the dreams can be this realistic. Having absolutely everything to them, not only the vision, but the smell and sensation of the skin, the helplessness while being bound in the restraints, the sweet and pleasurable scent of latex and the warm feeling of the skin underneath it.

While in the room with Sumiko, I did not really know what she wanted. She was just showing me everything she had. A large and comfy bed, a computer table, large bookcase and a wardrobe. In the middle of the room there was a fluffy carpet and the walls of the room were painted into very gentle and sweet-looking pastel pink.

I actually really liked being here. Somehow it felt very idyllic and spending time with Sumiko was very different. And yet again the beautiful girl infiltrated my thoughts and interrupted them. ‘’Did you know your name actually means marshmallow in some other languages? It’s the exact way of how marshmallow is called in some other cultures. So, it’s not only a warm wind.’’ Sure, being the member of foreign languages club helped her quite a bit. I thought she was the one helping everyone else, yet somehow it turned out she was even more interested in getting to know something new. I yet again started daydreaming.

All of a sudden, I was now lying on the bed, looking at the girl who was now lying right on me, keeping her hands straightened and on sides from me and looking down, as I was beneath her, trying to catch my breath, looking at her panting. ‘’What is it that makes you daydream so often? You always get lost in your own thoughts. Don’t you see what I want from you?’’ Sumiko then crouched her hands and immediately put her lips onto mine, turning the uncomfortable moment into my first kiss… it felt as if everything inside of me was melting. To support her and show I was also having feelings towards her, I put my hands on her sides and hugged her as hard as I could, as the lips of ours already aligned and they were not the main part of this beautiful image of love and kindness towards each other. I wanted to get even closer to her, wanted to kiss her on the cheek, brush my fingers through her beautiful silk-like hair, look into her hypnotizing eyes and tell her I loved her. Suddenly everything inside me was already bursting with love towards Sumiko and the beautiful girl meant everything to me. With my tongue feeling the beautiful embrace of hers, I wanted to share it with her. The taste of her saliva was even better, and it was perhaps the most pleasant moment, just to see that there was something between us. My heart started pounding heavily and she could feel it, just like I could feel her heart racing and craving… craving me, wanting to feel what it’s like to be in the hands of the beloved one.

With our otherworldly kiss stopped by both of us, I looked Sumiko in the eyes and saw… the most beautiful and adorable face of my life. So much was already in my head about her. Everything now meant nothing, with her being the main element of my life, being my whole new world and the new beginning. I put my hand on her cheek, and just like I thought, her skin was very gentle and seeing her dilated pupils at this point was… out of this world. This was the woman of my whole life and I did not even know it, did not even know that the one my heart was crying for was so close to me. Was having such intimate feelings towards me and wanted them to be even more passionate.

It felt like the most magical surprise given by life out of nowhere, as the flames burnt so fiercely between me and her, that the whole world now felt useless, if it did not have both of us. It was as if the beloved souls have found each other after a whole eternity of being apart from each other. As if each single moment of history only led to this, to us both meeting and finding out we are in such gentle and heartwarming love.

I did not even know what all of this was… something so regular and everyday-like turned into this moment that I would never ever relive again. Turned into one of the most beautiful pictures I ever saw. I suddenly felt like my soul was crying from happiness. The girl then spoke quietly. ‘’Watashi wa anata ga daisuki desu’’, the eyes of hers started tearing up a bit, deep inside I felt a great need to kiss her yet again, and now I was the one who initiated it. The words of true love from her were said in her native language, the greatest indicator of the difference between us.

With some more minutes passing if not hours, the seconds turned into centuries and then gradually progressed into eras. The time stopped at some point and felt like the picture of us both realizing what we were made for was the most beautiful thing to exist. The one and only miracle, a true wonder… I felt like crying and did not even know what to say. It’s only when you truly love someone, that the words of true love are difficult to say, as each single one of them has such power, that not even a billion of ‘’I love you’’ written on paper would mean a single bit of what’s truly felt deep in the heart that feels the pure ecstasy and joy.

‘’Sumiko… I love you. I am so sorry for not noticing you for so long. I am so sorry for not being there for you right from the start. So sorry for not realizing that my reason to live was you.’’ To this she kindly smiled and yet again put her hot lips on mine, as this gesture meant far more, than words.

I do not truly know how much time was spent like this by us, but it flew away and we ignored it as much as we could. How can it matter when you can’t stop and feel the need to continue? I was still in her room at least until the night. We felt such relief together, that there was no way for us to be apart from each other after this. Everything was so much better when Sumiko was around, and I knew she felt the same for me.

The realization that the night was already there suddenly fell upon me and I had to go to the guest room. I didn’t quite know what would happen if Takumi saw me in one bed with her daughter, nor did I even know if she would be fond of our relationship. There was at least the slightest hope, that what I saw before waking up in the guest room was the nightmare, as it could not let me be. The pictures and sensations from it always reappeared in front of my eyes.

As I wanted to have a drink, I went downstairs and saw miss Takumi knitting in front of the TV, she was actually quite good at it and it looked like she was very close to finishing knitting a sweater. She did not give me much attention, so I just had my drink and went upstairs, and went to the guest room, but just before this, I once again visited Sumiko, just to wish her sweet dreams.

Lying in the bed I only had one single desire, to wake up in the morning and see that this whole day was actually true, that everything that happened to me and Sumiko was actually there and that it wasn’t just a big wet dream. I shut the lights off, closed my eyes and got as snug in the bed as I could.

Deep in the middle of the night I felt like someone came into my room. The figure was… very familiar to me. And the scent of rubber I now could smell was very similar to the one I had in my… nightmare. The figure came even closer to me and attached something to my neck, quickly buckling it right behind my head. ‘’To the basement, toy.’’ I could hear in a beautiful woman voice, as I had no other choice, while tugged by the leash that was attached to my collar. I stumbled from time to time, but quickly got back on my feet. I was then dragged right to the basement, the same one that had several padlocks on the door to it.

It felt like I already accommodated to the darkness and was absolutely shocked by what I saw… it was the same place I saw in my nightmare. And the one who was leading me all along was Takumi… She was now wearing a tight red rubber catsuit, long red rubber tights and a corset on her waist. ‘’I see that you are getting along with my daughter, and you seem to like her quite a lot.’’ After hearing her words, I immediately wanted to say something, but she already covered my mouth. ‘’No, I am not listening to anything you have to say until you wear your proper clothes. To the bed, and change yourself quickly.’’ I listened to her and did just like she wanted me to. On the bed lied a red rubber catsuit, the one of her favorite color.

Getting right into it didn’t take much time. It felt like it was already lubed on the inside or something like this. But it sure felt nice when I already had the layer of rubber cover my body from neck to toe. Somehow it was absolutely blissful and I even wanted to have more on me… Takumi then told me to kneel, and only when I was on my knees, she got the riding crop and sat on the bed, just like she did in my nightmare.

‘’Miss Takayama… but I thought it was…’’

‘’Not real? Did you really think this did not happen and that you just so happened to wake up in different clothes and feel asleep because you were tired? Maybe that’s something you would want, but what you want does not really matter much. Now that you belong to me, you do everything I say. And perhaps the biggest change you will now have in your life is right between your legs.’’ Upon hearing her words, my eyes widened and the one thing I feared most turned out to be true. I could not even believe it… between my legs there was a chastity cage, made of pink plastic, which still felt pretty tight and made me feel what it was like to be dominated and controlled. I was just about to begin my first romantic relationship, and the mother of my girlfriend was the one to… turn my life into a sadomasochistic fantasy of her own creation.

‘’Well, my rubber pig, there is still a way for you to be fine. I do not recommend you to delete the materials from your phone that I left on it. And be very very careful with my daughter, I haven’t given you the right to be with her, nor did you properly earn it, I do however allow you to have a romantic relationship with her, but only under one condition.’’